Nov 28, 2010

Abah apad ;-)

Did i grow up according to your plan? I think it is not yeah. Hmm. I know. But, everything that i messed up because i wanna to make u feel proud of me.

Did you know that you used to be my hero? I can see on your eyes that u pretend to be perfect. Please don't pretend anymore abah because you the almost perfect one for me ;-)

Did you hate me like you hate those backstabbers? naahh, i take the answer no. You loved me like you loves mama right? apad tahu abah.

Are you like to talk to me?a conversation maybe? Our conversation may have seemed like a random conversation between a father and his child, but yours was too big deeper into my heart which always been there a very interesting view on my life.

Apapon yang abah buat, abah memang terbaik. Apad bersyukur ada abah, orang lain x da daddy yang macam abah. Lagi menduka citakan, abah diorang telah meninggal dunia. Selagi apad masih berkesempatan, apad nak abah rasa bangga ada anak macam apad. I hope i can see your smile always abah. amin~ ;)

Nov 16, 2010


if God answers ur prayer,He's increasing your faith. if He delays,He's increasing u patience.

Nov 14, 2010

Song through his mind

Throughout his life the same
He's battled constantly
This fight he cannot win
A tired man they see no longer cares
The old man then prepares
To surrender to the another man regretfully
That old man here is me

Nov 11, 2010

Fakta bukan auta

Aku tidur waktu final exam bukan bermakna aku rasa aku 'dekan' tapi aku 'tertekan' dengan situasi. Harap maklum ;)

Nov 10, 2010

'Cause its hard for me

Yeah i know she got a better one standing with her now.
Tapi apa boleh buat, shes deserve it.
Aku sempat melihat dari besar sampai kecil, sangat comel, memang tak boleh di nafikan yang tu, lantak la sapa nak baca pon. Ingat aku takut ka? Ala, pelakon dunia ni macam-macam ada.
Ada jenis tikam belakang, depan lain belakang lain.

Nov 2, 2010

Those that i would never change

"If I Live, I will kill you.If I Die, You are forgiven"
Such is the Rule of Honor

Nov 1, 2010

Think before u regret dear

You can say whatever you want dear. I won't let someone hurting you like i hurting you yesterday. Every day and night i pray for you. Maybe Allah is testing me right now. I don't know my destiny but it hurts deep inside me. I know its happen real one.
You act differently like i met u yesterday. Your attitude, body-shape, and all positive things turn to nega. But only your smiles and eyebrows still never change darling. haha.
I'm only watching you from sky that u never knows. Once you hurt, please don't tell me because i know it already. I'm waiting for the day that u returns in my arm. And i aims to keep that way.
Tolong lah kalau benci aku pon, jangan dok bagi orang lain marah. Tambah-tambah kawan rapat aku...zz